Helloooo earthlings! :>

While waiting for my hair to dry so that I could drop-dead to sleep. I'm seriously tired after taking 2 exams today.Art alone took 3 hours, half an hour break then cum History paper. I was doing my art prep the whole of ytd's night and I totally neglected history. Totally never touch History at all till this morning during morning assembly. Art was quite horribly done. I felt sleepy;kept yawning. History came out War in Europe and War In Asia-Pacific. War in Europe was kinda okay cos' I can still vividly remember. War in Asia-Pacific, I couldn't remember a single thing at all! But luckily,thanks to Mei yee for explaining to me roughly during the break time. So at least still manage to write something. Either fail, or borderline pass for essay.
Source-based, a killer.

I regretted not studying history at all just because during Sat I was moodless.
On Sat, I cried to sleep.
I sweared I cried my heart out.All I need was just few hours of shopping with my friend to get friend's present. It all turned out to be a disaster. I got scolded. Yes,FOR ME. Not for my bro when he's out the whole day playing bball. Do they call this fair?
Due to last minute changes, I called my friend to tell her this incident and texted cousin if she could go with her.But she cant either. Cousin texted me she had go out all by herself,knowing she didn't like to hang out alone, deep down, I felt bad too. Almost have the urge of dying, when you can still see somebody HAPPILY SMILING when you got scolded.How's that?
Yes, obviously I did not hold onto my words.But, do I want this to happen?
Can I stop it from happening?
Am I even given a damn choice?
NO.

So probably this best explains how my life get to the lowest.
And probably to one whom needs explanation on my last minute changes as I didn't want this to happen too.
Hopefully it helps,I don't want friendship to turn sour cos' of dumb thing like this.
You don't want it either right?

posted by Yan Ling @ Monday, September 14, 2009