Wednesday, May 20, 2009

In the morning,ran to school gate with Cheryl.We thought we were late but surprisingly not. I'm feeling moody and emotional recently. Am I being too sensitive? I tried to act over the phone with 3 persons last night by saying I've got a bad flu. Apparently, 3 of them could hear my shaky voice and their guesses were right. Trying hard to be a good actress next time. Right, Jasper?

My dictionary is left in my teacher's class as chinese lessons's reference.I gave calls to a number of friends. Close friends. I felt really really helpless when no one actually answers my call. NO ONE. I couldn't help it any further so I broke out.
Think again, checked out for contacts in hp, found 2 of my good friends. Jasper's and Waiyi's numbers.Gave it a try to see if I could borrow the dictionary from them. Waiyi's one was borrowed by somebody else. Thankfully, Jasper agreed to lend it to me.

I seriously hate the feeling of being helpless. Tell me, isn't close friends the one that helps you when you're in difficult situations or doubts more likely?
Was it because everybody's so busy with their revision,doing something else or they just can't be bothered to pick up my call?
This lead me with a question mark.

With this, I don't think close friends do exist but good friends. (yes, same friends)
I don't like to have this negative thinking either. But reality forced me to.

So I shall reveal now.
Last night,I told a white lie.
If I don't feel rather stress during prelims.
Would I ever feel more stress for normal mock test?
Think again.

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