Helloooo earthlings! :>

Freedom is always and exclusively freedom for the one who thinks differently.
-Rosa Luxemburg.


I think i love freedom.I couldn't stand being controlled too much.

I was quite angry with my mum because when i asked her permission for going out two days ago,she kept quiet hence i dont know if she did agree with me.I take it as a yes as it seems no objection.I wanted to assure the confirmation,so i asked her today again.She replied that she didnt said yes,and asked me to seek my dad for permission.She knows most of the time my dad would say no.Her reason for not wanting me to go out because she said that i've already went out last saturday.That was when i went to the library to do research on my CME project with siewleng & zurinah.But she claimed that i might be lying and why need to go to such a far library just to find research.My answer was simple,the national library is bigger,we can find the research easier.We couldnt even find the research of marriages in switzerland even at the biggest library,do you think we could find it at the small amk library?

So i went on to ask my dad for permission.To my surprise,my dad actually allows me to go out.Still,i wasnt really happy.He asked me where i wanted to go? What time i will be going out? What time i will be back home? He even said he might want to tag along.I felt totally no freedom at that point of time.I wondered why do they get so strict with me?Is not like im still a small child or what.I know they care for me.As compared to when i was pri4 or 5,i remembered i could stay out quite late till 8 plus with my friends.But now,everything changed.I dont know what's on their mind either.If im not home by 6pm,they will start to call my phone like nobody business.

Shopping tmr.There's many things on my mind.I desire to buy clothings to fill my wardrobe but my parents kept complaining that i've many clothes. =.="
They stopped me.I felt annoyed.I think im still stubborn until i get the things i wanted.Nevermind,maybe i shouldnt buy so many things,just buy the things that are more needed.Most importantly,must at least get something.
I dislike window shopping. I would rather not go.

posted by Yan Ling @ Friday, March 07, 2008